Well, the time with the boy has been ended for a bit now and we are just friends. He done found himself that speshul someone..haha. I was infatuated with the "idea" of him that he created for me but as I was able to step away and gain the much realistic perspective that I needed...one must accept a person for who they are in order to truly care for that person. I wanted to change a lot of things about him. Haha, I am soo shallow sometimes but there are just some things about him that I was constantly trying to change and the person who he is with, is so completely smitten and cares for him. He needs that in his life. I need that in my life, who am I kidding but I now know more or have a re-commitment to the kind of man I want in my life and I have to get back on track in having those same qualities. I know that spiritually I have those qualities but I kind of went lazy on being a goody two shoes (what the heck does "goody two shoes" mean anyway....seriously break that phrase down and try to understand it). Well not that I am a heathen but anyway, I am lax I think when I am with other people. Hmm...I know what I mean.
I also went out on a limb in another part of my life and I already knew the outcome but I did it more for the experience than the result. The result made the experience which was great & a little heartbreaking.
Every Wednesday night is movie night a Loren B.'s so that's good and I have gone to the Temple twice this month. Lost...sooo good! Survivor....Rocky is my favorite already. Gilmore Girls...Christopher, get over yourself already and I really want a Logan or Luke in my life...they are awesome!! Also, starting this Sunday, so I have to record it, is All-Star Amazing Race and Rob & Amber are on it again!! They are so fun to watch, I am soo excited!
Watched Because I Said So and i recommend it..plus there is an uber-hot guy!
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